What life would you choose?a life with him?or the life you have now?

so heres the ting.....I meet this guy an he was kool i mean he treats me with respect an hes friends with my friends an im friends with his.he's meet my parents an they like him.here comes the hard part...you have this life an u dont get out often u stay at home everyday or 3out of 7 days u do anyways an u have depression an u kinda just stay to yourself trying to please everyone an give them what they want.well heres the part where he comes into play.he lets u act how u wanna act an he isnt afraid of what ppl think.hes sweet an strong an sensatvie well u cofuse u like him an he says that he likes you too but you'lll never be becuz 1.he lives an hour away an 2.hes wiccan.wiccan is witch craft an spells an stuff like that.a week be4 i told him i liked him he asked me if i wanted to be wiccan an i said idk he told me that i would be happy becuz he was like me but after he chagned into it he was happy.he said he would always care 4 me like his own he also told me that he was gunna try to move a half hour away from me if he could do it.so what life would you choose? a life with you guys being only friends an not getting out much an prenteding to be happy an haveing everyone belive it?or a life with him where u can be who u really are say what u wanna say an hang with him a lot more then what u do now.but that also means changing by dyeing your hair black an being wicca?the only problume is your trapped an dont no what to do so what life would you choose?